No More Cloudy Days-Eagles Video

I picked up the new Eagles CD in Arkansas and this song moved me to tears everytime I heard it, through forests, deserts, mountains and traffic. Because I have been re-introduced to some Scientology techniques to clear away old programs or engrams combined with what I have learned from the book Eat that Frog which is making me look at what specific thing has held me back so many years from my success in my business and the profound effect this song has on me I believe I have hit on it. So sharing with you now...look away if its too personal..I know now that my lack of confidence is one of the main things that has held me back no matter how hard I worked for my own success and I had always attributed it to my childhood experiences so I have been working through that stuff for like 30 years...and felt pretty clear about all that but Eat That Frog made me realize that it is still a lack of confidence that was my yoke. Around Christmas , a couple of nights before I was going to Hollywood and still at the rv park in Vegas, I awoke from a dream that the man I was in love with and was in love with me was with someone else right in front of my eyes...and ever since my Arizona vision quest in June my "seeing" abilities have increased (which is why i think i know where I have to go to stay on course) to the point that I pretty much wake up from a dream in which i am already analyzing it like almost every day..very profound mornings in the old Empress. Anyway I immediately started recalling all my serious relationships and very quickly saw that I was cheated on in everyone of them ...not that I didn't know this already but I knew instantly that it was a direct link to my lack of confidence. I knew I had given my power away in those relationships and that it took 5-10 years in between each one of them to recover and get back into business and back on to my own personal path. But it was sooooo clear that my Self Confidence was majorly impacted every time it happened.. sounds so simple but I hadn't seen it so clearly. Anyway the point is this song has really pushed it all to the top I think...and I posted a comment on Youtube thanking Mr. Frey for writing it not trying to bring anyone down really I am happy about this...I just wanted to share how I am processing stuff happening on this journey and preparing myself for even more gifts!!