Getting Caught Up

I came back to my little one room cabin on the lake from my winter sojourn through the states and especially Arizona and started focusing on creating income immediately. I had sold a number of Ballroom classes while still in Arizona and created a new ladies dance workout routine (that came to me while running in the mornings through the desert) called Become a Dancing Queen. The women are all calling it the disco class and it has turned out extremely well with big classes. It really does release the endorphins as I said it would.

I also picked up a few bookkeeping clients and continued with my current ones. I have a dance video and have been asked to replace my friend and mentor Greg (who passed away suddenly see my blog saying goodbye to a friend) as camera for main stage at Mariposa this year (sooooo looking forward to Taj Mahal a big flashback to my 70's living in the Yorkville Village in Toronto. Now remembering going to see Neil Young at the Riverboat...hmm..the good ole days.

I have a ton of video to edit and upload to Youtube so I can download it back to my websites. I also am transferring some dvds of little videos I had done previously including some dance routines back to mini dv tape so I can upload and then download as well.

I spent most of the winter in my rv researching and writing my proposals on two documentaries I have been obsessed with and working on for 8 years. I now have three more I want to get down on paper. Just waiting for some production companies with far more experience than I to assist me with them. I cannot wait until I have a crew and can go back to just being a producer. In the meantime am keeping myself focused and diverted with patience on making some money.

I still have to change all the ads over on this site and blog and fix up my myspace page...

Anyway now that I covered the rent and visa bills for another month..will get it all done. I am really proud of the footage I shot in Oklahoma.....with the buffalo stampeding toward me!!....have my tickets for Boz Scaggs...and hoping one of these days I will actually have a datel.....later

Astrological influence of your location

I check my transits everyday.. http://www.astro.com/ long term and short term..I know patience and perserverance, emotionally vulnerable, departures from the past and setting sail are all aspects I have been experiencing for awhile ..but they are all ending soon and some exciting ones will begin..thank God!! I just have to be patient a little longer and stay positively focused as it gets scary sitting out in middle of nowhere..all alone.. not knowing why your here or how to fix things or where to go next..and living on credit hoping and focusing that money and opportunities to make money are indeed coming before the credit card is max'd. So I thought I would check the influences of this particular part of the world to see what else drew me here and here's what I got:

Location aspects of kingman/meadview/vegas

Chiron's job which is to act as a mediator between Saturn and Uranus, applies primarily to the Saturnine principles along this connection. Old structures crumble and become meaningless. You want to overcome past limitations and are prepared to use unusual means to reach your goals.

You depart from old attitudes and lifestyles and are attracted by the strange, unusual and alternative. This is especially true in your job and in your approach to social and legal norms. Here, you turn into an outsider and loner who cannot find any satisfaction in your existing circumstances. You are constantly working on the fulfillment of your ideas and visions without becoming impractical.

Here, you have a chance to liberate yourself from old traditions, powerful hierarchies and strong authorities. The relationship to your biological father as well as all other father or leader figures, comes under a healing aspect. Old wounds may resurface, but only by dealing with these conflicts can you overcome deep-seated patterns of your past and begin to lead an independent and self-directed life.

Here, you learn to connect the old with the new and realise that true transformation can still occur without destroying the old. You become painfully aware of your fears and insecurities but by freely accepting these, you find the key to understanding the dichotomies and fallibility of the human condition.

I have re-surfaced

Well .. a couple of hours after I wrote that last blog and released that demon..i got sick...for all the years I have been studying metaphysics I know that after you release some old negative pattern you get a "cold" as all that negative crap stores in the body as mucus. Well almost 40 years of bad relationships man did i have a lot of crap. I was sick in Kingman and then came to Meadview to an rv park in the desert and have hardly left my rv...the women here have been making me home made soup...today i actually have a voice and feel like its starting to break...13 days...man.. found this on a guys site http://www.spiritofra.com/Numbers_1.htm ..his theory on the numerology of illness words:

Acute = 14/5

A spike of excess negative energy, causing a physical response within the body. Constricting (4) the flow of energy due to low self-esteem (1) for example, situations that involve mucus (14/5) generated by a “head cold”.

Cold = 16/7

A karmic number indicating a messianic behavior pattern (i.e., feeling personally responsible for making certain that there are no mistakes so your image remains intact and unchallenged.) This can also represent a time when responsibility can seem overwhelming (6) causing self-esteem issues to arise (1). This can lead to “forcing an issue” (16).

A cold is the energy that reminds us to let go. It brings about a state of being incapacitated or paralyzed in some way physical, mental, emotional. It provides time to investigate the lesson to be learned.

So i had to hustle and get on to my real estate ventures as i have got to make some money soon before credit cards run out. so found some fabulous fixxer uppers that are bank owned in kingman in the historic downtown area right beside historic route 66...very cool i love it...so am looking for investors to assist me in financing a purchase...and looking at $50k and under!! anyway now that the lack of confidence is no longer holding me back...its time to move forward again... I want to thank all my friends and family who have been leaving comments I love you and your support...will get back to posting more often now so you don't think I disappeared.