Showing posts with label 2012. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2012. Show all posts

Friday, February 5, 2010

Swan Medicine, Nuwati & The Awakening

For me Quantum Physics explains the 2012 Awakening Transition.  This blog is a continuation from the blogs below where I shared  what has been happening to me personally as I move through this transition and feel the accelerated effects of increased intuition.  Even though I know my reality is created "in here" in my mind as opposed to "out there", and I am recognizing these amazing moments of present time full consciousness,  I still sometimes find my self dealing with panic & self sabotage when I am in between projects, contracts and income.  Here is a few things I do now to counter the effects of that pull into the downward spiral of despair and "stinkin thinkin".

When I catch those moments of negative thinking, I journal and meditate on shifting my perspective to turn it around to my desired outcome so I can stop spending & generating energy frequency of fear, failure and defeat and therefore be able to go to sleep.  The other thing that I pay attention to is what animal or "totem" comes into my space,  and what I am going through when it does. There are many people embracing this ancient teaching and I understand now what my Elder Grandmother Pa'Ris'ha means when she says "be frequency specific".   For the last couple of years it has been swans that have been coming to me and when I least expect it.  The frequency (interesting how I am using this word with two different applications) of swan sightings has been increasing even though it is winter and I do not live on water. Even people sending me ecards with swans etc is happening.  It took me a while to finally look up the meaning of swan medicine what the SWAN FREQUENCY represents, which reflected to me the level of my resistance to know.  But it is a major clue as to where I am at in my life wheel at this time.

Swan In Cherokee: (sasa nvwati)  Grace, Beauty, Surrender to Spirit
The Cherokee People call the Spiritual Medicine of the Four Directions Nuwati.  Nuwati helps you to walk in Balance & Harmony on the Medicine Path, this is why the Old Ones said:
"Every step is a Prayer"


 The Swan is one of the most powerful 
and ancient of totems.  As you begin to realize your own true beauty,
 you unfold the ability to bridge new realms and new powers.
 Swan can show you how to access the inner beauty 
within yourself and in others.  A Swan totem heralds a time of altered states of awareness
 and the development of intuitive abilities.
 Swan people have the ability to see the future, 
and to accept the healing and transformation 
that is beginning in their lives.
 Accept your ability and go with the flow.
 Stop denying you know who is calling when the phone rings.
 Pay attention to your hunches and inner knowledge and Swan medicine will work through you.  The Swan's call teaches the mysteries of song and poetry,
for these touch the child and the beauty within."

Many people are finding swans showing up in their space as they too are increasing their intuition.

"Swan  . . . 
 The power of woman 
entering Sacred Space
 Touching the future yet to come
 bringing eternal grace.  Swan medicine teaches us to be at one with all planes of consciousness and to trust in the Great Spirit's protection.  Swan medicine people have learned to move in and out of altered states of awareness and to rely as much on "intuition" as they do on their other five senses.  Their ability to perceive the future and the subtler planes of existence grows from their surrender to the Great Spirit, and their acceptance of transformation in their lives." Adapted from "Medicine Cards" by David Carson & Jamie Sams

So I have surmised that this increased level of spiritual awakening is so important to develop that I have had to split my focus between the future outcome that I desire and the crumbs along the timeline that are being left for me to follow.  If I don't practice being in present time and walk carefully with purpose in balance and harmony,  I will miss those crumbs and waste time and energy trying to figure out the HOW to get there when it is right in front of me and the more challenging the 2012 transition will be.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Is the Observer Turning My Head?

2012 is widely recognized as being the time of the awakening when our conscious and sub-conscious minds merge to bring us back to our original source of operation called full consciousness. I have heard from some  sources that this combined with the simultaneous opening of all our 14 chakras will have the effect of a 24 hour LSD or other mind altering experience.  I believe it is already happening as we are moving quickly toward this transition, which is why we need to start focusing on deprogramming our minds and re-wiring our brains, and fast.

Personally, I, like many, have had a strong intuitive side as long as I can remember, nothing like a medium, but maybe if I had of spent more time developing it I could have been one. This awakening though is much more serious and intense. It doesn't matter what level of consciousness we are now operating on or how much we pay attention to our intuition ....this is supposed to happen to us all.

As for me I have definitely noticed that my intuition has increased in frequency and immediacy.

A couple of times a day now I have unconscious head turning responses to unimportant events.  My head would turn and my eyes would fall on an object that pertains to something i heard on tv or after asking myself where something is in someone's else's house and after my head has turned ..find it.  Synchronicity in all forms is happening with more frequency.  The things that I used to catch once in a while are now happening in greater frequency, for me at least, I was wondering if anyone else has noticed it?

I am trying to spend more time in silence to stay in the now and present time, catching my thoughts, shifting my perspective on every negative event and thought and therefore controlling my mind. The more we do that the more we operate from the quantum field or "the observer" instead of a programmed computer in our heads. I think this is what is happening to me..the observer is taking over more and more and catching stuff I would have missed before because my mind was occupied by some unimportant trivia or worry. It is literally turning my head!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

The Greatest Gift

Last year my son died ...and then came back. I had just said goodbye to him at the restaurant he worked at and then left for Nova Scotia where I stayed for the whole month of August. I was there to shoot my By Her Roots series for RootsTelevision.Com. It took two days for me to get there. I called my mother when I arrived and found out that he was in an accident with his bike and now had his jaw wired shut. After frantically trying to get him through text and email I got him on the phone though he could barely talk. He had just been released from the hospital and told me he was fine, that it was just a fracture and that the wires would only be in for two weeks. His roommates were there with him and he had tons of protein shakes he would keep me updated and I was not to turn around and come back.

He lied. He didn't want me to cancel my long time dream of shooting this documentary. The truth was that he broke his jaw on both sides separating it from his skull. He had been lying for a long time in the halls of the hospital in excruciating pain and no one could understand him as he couldn't speak. Finally they took an x-ray and immediately operated on him. When he awoke he said he thought he was Neo in the Matrix..he couldn't open his mouth to speak and didn't know why... he was thrashing about in a panic.

I sent out a request for Blue Light through our prayer network, My Elder says bathing a subject in blue light is the best form of healing prayer as it does not interfere with their free will. Hundreds of people were sending him this light. I told everyone that it was just a fracture perpetuating the story he told me.

After I finished the video in Nova Scotia at the end of August, I went to New York to videotape the Youth For Human Rights Conference at the UN. The LCFHD had a few young people who were invited to speak and Grandmother wanted me to videotape it. At the end of that weekend i got some private time with her where she told me what actually happened to him and that he had actually died and she pulled him back. There had been some kind of discussion between him, her and some elders on the other side ..something like that. She said he knew something like that happened but he doesn't understand it.

I couldn't get back to Toronto fast enough, my wheels didn't hit the ground. When I got there i had to wait as he was in a meeting with some film people about a project they wanted him to be involved in....so i waited.... Finally I shared with him what Grandmother said and he said "so that's what happened" then he proceeded to tell me the whole story.

Just before I was preparing to go down to Ohio for this year's annual Sun Ceremony I found out about a new Filmaka contest for a 3 minute video about "the other side". I had about a half an hour to shoot this at the very end of a very packed and intense 10 days, then drove 10 hours home and had one evening to edit and upload it. I just found out it was not accepted in the entry level probably because most everyone else has a crew of professionals working on their videos. I am sooo going to resist entering anything again until I have a pro editor and cam op as I have been doing everything myself and I think it shows.

Anyway Now that it didn't make it in the contest I can post it. We want to share to help people lose their fear of death and come to the awareness that we are trapped light in physical form. We chose to experience form on this our Mother Earth, but it is not all that we are. My son and I both welcome your comments ...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

From Reuters To Twitter & 2012-The Race Is On

I have to admit sometimes I feel myself being drawn into that race to be the first to report to my followers on Twitter of some extraordinary news or fascinating new information that will start a lively conversation or heated debate.

I just watched the 1940 biopic A Dispatch From Reuters and found myself relating to Paul Julius Reuters passion and excitement at being the first to report stock news from Paris. As the telegraph system was evolving his courier pigeon service was faster than the train carrying the post. When a telegraph link was established from Ireland to Britain and then to Europe the news from America was still being tossed into the sea in canisters, picked up in Ireland and telegraphed to England. Reuter was the first to report the assassination of Lincoln to Europe and the now Reuters News Agency's reputation was built on being first to report the latest news.