Sunday, January 13, 2008

I have re-surfaced

Well .. a couple of hours after I wrote that last blog and released that demon..i got sick...for all the years I have been studying metaphysics I know that after you release some old negative pattern you get a "cold" as all that negative crap stores in the body as mucus. Well almost 40 years of bad relationships man did i have a lot of crap. I was sick in Kingman and then came to Meadview to an rv park in the desert and have hardly left my rv...the women here have been making me home made soup...today i actually have a voice and feel like its starting to break...13 days...man.. found this on a guys site http://www.spiritofra.com/Numbers_1.htm ..his theory on the numerology of illness words:

Acute = 14/5

A spike of excess negative energy, causing a physical response within the body. Constricting (4) the flow of energy due to low self-esteem (1) for example, situations that involve mucus (14/5) generated by a “head cold”.

Cold = 16/7

A karmic number indicating a messianic behavior pattern (i.e., feeling personally responsible for making certain that there are no mistakes so your image remains intact and unchallenged.) This can also represent a time when responsibility can seem overwhelming (6) causing self-esteem issues to arise (1). This can lead to “forcing an issue” (16).

A cold is the energy that reminds us to let go. It brings about a state of being incapacitated or paralyzed in some way physical, mental, emotional. It provides time to investigate the lesson to be learned.


So i had to hustle and get on to my real estate ventures as i have got to make some money soon before credit cards run out. so found some fabulous fixxer uppers that are bank owned in kingman in the historic downtown area right beside historic route 66...very cool i love it...so am looking for investors to assist me in financing a purchase...and looking at $50k and under!! anyway now that the lack of confidence is no longer holding me back...its time to move forward again... I want to thank all my friends and family who have been leaving comments I love you and your support...will get back to posting more often now so you don't think I disappeared.