Ok so i slept right through the night for first time since 2007...i still have coughing fits but generally i feel sooooo much better..as i go back to my "i am in control of my life because what i think i create according to quantum physics rules" then another rv issue arises....i am not even going into the frozen turd issue as I will spare you those details..then the burst water pipe..and since i still have to go into kingman for the part to complete the water heater repair issue...now i can't even turn on the pump to boil some water to have a bath..
i said F.... This!!!!!! i am in control of my reality@!!! Being sick really turns you into being a victim...i said i am getting this fixed..and not waiting two days until i drive into kingman to get the other repair complete... and i asked the owner of the rv park and he came and fixed it!! I am clean...my hair is clean...i blasted my kenny loggins, eagles, jimmy buffett feel good playlist and drank my $2.00 Wal-mart wine and let the endorphins flow!@!!!!!!!! kicking in the endorphins is a quick fix... earlier my friend Mary came to me and said the reason we are all sick at this rv camp is cause we have Desert or Valley fever ..which is respitory and from spores in the land...and archeologists and construction workers get it and these guys are all out prospecting for gold every day....so mary and i looked on the internet and said we are not buying into this we just have colds...then i heated up some water blasted up my music as the sun was going down...and let the endorphins fly....so now i am back in control of my life..and am back on track....
